青芒果樂園

Dear Blog,

I don't know why this feeling is coming up and taking me all along.
This same feeling had had happedned before.
It was four years ago after the 8th grade field day.
I ate two hot dogs, one cheese burger, one icee, two chocolate chips cookies.
I didn't feel any bad.
But I threw up after I got home.
After the vomitting, I was caught by the feeling.
I really hate it, but I don't know why it follows after me?

I don't know why things have changed.
I dno't know why I have changed.
I don't know why the passion is gone.
I don't know why I am afraid of people now.
I don't know why I don't want to talk to people now.
I don't know why I don't know you anymore.
I don't know why I can't help my self.

I guess I just don't have a good and strong soul.
So I only can drifting on the ocean.
Dear Blog, this is too bad.