青芒果樂園

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Dear Blog

I was listening this song last night, and my Mom asked me why am I listening to such an old song. She told me she used to love this song when she was younger and waited for it next to the radio after midnight.

It was really good to know some secretes and stories about my parents. They hardly talk about their early life. It was kind of sweet to share this song with my Mom.


I saw my baby cousin today. She is a toddler now, and this was my first time meeting her.

She's already one and half years old. It was kind of weird that she doesn't have much hair.

She was really cute, even though she looked like a baby boy. I mean it. I saw nail polish on her toes; I was so glad my Mom didn't treat me like that.

She was so funny. I was entertaining her and playing with her.

I don't know why but I love my little cousins, nephew, nieces so much.

I guess the reason is that I grew up with my older cousin's love, so I want them to feel the same way as I did.

Maybe someday they will appreciate or remember me somehow.

My baby cousin has beautiful dark eyes; my great aunt told me that she had blue eyes when she was just a baby.

WHY?! It remindes me that Noah used to have blue color when he was born but it turned dark...

We played a little bit, she seemed like me


And I saw my aunt today when she came to pick up the baby. I was stunned at the minute I saw her.

She is unbelievable HOT. I swear the God. H-O-T.

She's in her mid 30's and has five children.

I think her waist is about 23 inches...Jesus Christ!!!

I just can't believe that she will turn 40 in next couple years.

Her children must be proud of her...

She's taking her college credit now, and we will both go to the U next year

Nice. I wish we could be closer. This is only the second time we meet each other after I moved to MN.


Today, my great aunt gave me a graduation cake to congratulate me. She also gave me 50 bucks.

I didn't want to take the money, but she insisted. I told her wait till I graduate from college, but she said no.

The cake was made by my cousin-in-law in the bakery where she works.

I felt so sweet with my family, althought there are some rats in it.

My great aunt is a nice, benevolent, amorous person.

I didn't know her much before moved here. It was great to know another side of my family.

I am so worried about her health. The doctor just told her couple days ago that she had a aneurysm.

Lord, please don't give her a hard time. She is a wonderful person being a wife, mother, grandmother, and other familes.



Dear Blog

I am working so hard to get rid of the empiness.

I don't know who it grows inside me after the graduation.

I keep my routines and tring to do more to fullfill anything, but it just grows.

I don't really enjoy my time right now.

Is summer a really good time? I can't feel it.

Ther's no sunshine, but a lot of rain. Sucks.

I feel so sorry that I am not around those people when they need somebody.

I fell to distant. Yes, I can feel the distance between us already.

And yes, I wonder how much we still know one another.

Of course, we are all busy.


Lord, I really want to see her play in the Olympic, so bless the team on Sunday.

Please.

I new her when she was called Little Chien.

Now, she is the captain of the team and they called her Big Sister Chien.

Lord, don't give her regret of this dream.



Dear All, I love you All.